Rapid over various pessimistic thoughts in my head about to memories at links of my life, the people's voice was begun. I was just about to habitual filtration, but sth This is really weird, I actually sth Hear what he said!

Significantly less aloof a little soft, in the words: "time is running out, you are required to set off speed speed. ”

Ah?

"You went in laoshan mountain, will be out of all. ”

What? Laoshan?

"This is the last time you and me ... Hope you can bear this responsibility. Long trail Chi Hsieh. ”

Small ... Trail?

My brain is in the down state, but he came to me a step by step sth

No, you should turn around and go, right? Don't come here! Road sth Long did not eat people, right? Mother is! Why not wake up wake not awake!

Finally the familiar white fog up, I was relieved. Long as it kept me awake for everything to say sth Lethargic, and I could hear the sighing sound slightly, hears the familiar voice like that something was a choppy: "sth Ghast nor fully evil cl*** sth Hope somebody treasure eye sth Treat all sth After sth Dateless sth "

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College entrance examination after that night, I slept a sleep. Dreams from France handsome dinner to the Pirates of the Caribbean, all made out of 16gexiaoshiling37fen. Later fell into that incredible dreams, destroyed the front of me all the good mood.

So sincere hunks are to me to light is then shown smiling, arms, I just want to be coy small micro-move to his his wide arms, suddenly a fog with the ill wind hits you, I know, the cowhide sugar ubiquitous weird dreams came again.

Return me to my guy!!

I came out of the fog were made by the best before skyrocketed, start unable to move forward. Past experience tells me that if you don't walk this way, put an end to this dream deal.

Fog gentle, tall trees on both sides tall stands, large intricate Crown covered leaving only ****tered sunlight struggled as those reported to and landed on the ground is dark orange. Feel the wind, but the leaves are still fluttering indiscriminately, as though a myriad of small creatures kept shaking branches.

I sighed, recalls scenes from previous dream while walking.

The right two married trees sth Look, right. The left side of sth There seems to be one-eyed stone lions of sth This Lion good-looking ma rine fender Rubber Fender GM TECH 2 than in the past many na, so just touched its ears. And sth

Is this large------woods in front.

Woods makes it strange at a time. The more I feel a cold. Sky like they distortion just on the head, around the tree as if to make people feel stifled.

You just keep on running. In my mouth going Amitabha, rushed forward through the focus. To exit when pressure moments vanish, I use all the strength gasping, looked up at the front of the tablet.

Tablet half man and how high the sudden vertical next to the road straight ahead, blurry, or as part as before could not read the words. Only vaguely see the red strokes.

Did not continue to get to the bottom the stone tablets, and I began to look about for that person. Strange. Each time that people would stand in the middle of the road when I out of the woods with his back to me, reading simply could not understand God talk on and on, as with people, now, where do people go?

Slowly fear in my heart. Previously known at least wait for him to go through ahead of be uncertain I could wake up, today he is not, all kinds of disturbing keeps coming out. Oh, no, not the people who do not come today, right? Not awake but I've been trapped in here? Don't Ah!

Decadent ideas once moved it out of hand, I panicked pinch of a bullet in his thigh attempts to wake himself. But well, it does not, eyes in this strange before the Tablet after the Woods.

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Back to the family, taking advantage of his girlfriend to accompany my mother was cooking the gap, he found that pile of dust in the corner bookcase love letters for years, a fiefdom he seeks, he always had a feeling that there must be a written by her. Him finally finally found a stack light blue envelope that says she beautiful regular script in small characters he regret having fell back on. "In fact, I have been hoping that I'm not your sister, although you're always with love sister's way to love me, but I know, I hope all my life sitting in your bike the back seat, hope to hear you say you want to protect me forever, I hope you each commitment to I can realize. I hope you can see this message, and your at***ude to me, and my at***ude towards you, will be determined by this letter. You don't like me, I am naturally not tightly entanglement, I will quietly escape, how far you want to, you hide how far sth "tears fall on paper, still unable to drive away the kind of love her and hurting her pain. The next day, he wants to go to her, hold the letter. But before you arrived at her home, but hesitated.

He can live up to follow him to the home of a girlfriend yet? She started at school,-take care of him, her love for him, using her words, is not he, she will die! He could not live up to their good woman. A few nights, in the face of girlfriends, he doesn't have any interest. He thought for a lot, and the next day, he carried his girlfriend said: "I'm sorry sth" but when he went to her house again when her mother tells him that she had left, organization of work in another city coins, more distant places from here. A few months later, he briefly took up baggage, went to the city, when he Mobile Repeater Cell phone amplifier Signal booster GPS Tracker GSM Repeater appeared before her time, she was aghast.

Senior graduation, she did not and he examined the same school, but separate so far apart. That year, he was 19 years old, she is 18 years old. Occasional summer back, in the same yard we meet, he will ask: "How have you at school? Has anyone bully you? "She said with a hint:" Fortunately, I'm not so good bully! ”

Look her in the back, an unspeakable pain take Kenshi his heart like a little mouse. Her mother said, she stayed in the city, the pain is very devoted to her boyfriend. He blessed her with a smile, but filled with lonely.

College graduation that year, when he came back around one more girl. It was his girlfriend, can't say how cute, only feel that girls have a similar behavior with her. But that year, she happened to a person's back, when they met in the street when she pulled his arm looked at his girl said with a smile: "where finally someone around you! "He embarr***ed the people around you says she is his sister.

His brother tone, said: "there are one or two people? Not accompany you back? "" Him? "She sneered," broke up early! Like you have too many girls he likes, I don't feel no sense! "Twist twisting her hair, she said to him:" but, Oh, my brother's a good man, who he once was in love with will certainly love for a lifetime! "Girls shy to laugh with said:" he is has too more of pursuit who, yiqian I with he is good friends, many girls see we relationship good, on called I help they Messenger to he, later I own also wrote has a seal sth sth "heard here, she of face suddenly pale, slipped to on they said:" sorry, I is a bit does not comfortable, I to home rest about! "He looked at ma rine fender Rubber Fender GM TECH 2 her impetuousness left, suddenly felt something.

That year, he was 7 years old, she is 6 years old.

They were cl***mates and neighbors. Every day they go to school with backpack, holding little hands together after school hours, with supporting an umbrella when it rains. She is very beautiful, like the boys with her. But they are always very strange way of expressing love, they pulled her hand pulled her hair, she is allowed to cry in pain. He would suddenly appear in her side and said to all the boys: "she's my sister, not to bully her! ”

Warrior is a price to pay, he was hit by a group of boys because of her meal, get the results you want him, they never bullied her. In this way, them along the way, to the middle school. He was a tall handsome boys, and she, seems trivial. Beautiful girls all hope next to her with his own, but who's going to replace. Since so many years, and every morning he goes to single-car she went to school. Their Convention, future kaoxue to same school so he can continue her.

He was excellent and there are many admirers, she is often forced to do the postmen's work, wrote him love letters the girls always want to come on after she handed to him. He never read, always throw aside insouciance! She was careful to ask him: "you see the letter yet? "" Saw! "He carelessly answered. "You like it or not one of those girls? "" Do not like? "She gave the number to the letter, also much asked, he hit on her:" don't give me the letter later! You don't so much! "Her grievances, he said:" you people had no sense! "And then Interactive Whiteboard Noodle Machine Dumpling Machine Food Machine Aluminium Powderangrily ran away.

Green package was cut after father, and then day by day slowly dried up, smaller, finally becomes yellow when the entire blight even pulling up, basically leaves left on the flowers. Dad and before the Green package no longer stop us touch him, it so we opened, inside very dry and then that many small seed. Black grey is a tiny seed, a grain of grain. Sometimes dry green package together with branches will be some relatives of friends to go say drink boiled water can cure.
Grandpa because stomach cancer, when grandfather hurts, prompted with a smoke pot sitting there in not cheep with a low head then saw head bean big beads to stay! That winter, I was in primary four grade, school at noon time, family members told us that grandfather had left, I remember my grandfather's birthday is November 15 of the lunar calendar, Grandpa's time to go ahead in October. Remember is less clear, always remember their families hope Grandpa you can make it to the birthday.
Grandpa is an artisans, who in the past was always known as Grandpa is old blacksmith, memory of Grandpa often forge iron stoves, fire, and a hammer is a hammer with a hammer, a hammer hammering splashing up sparks that are so beautiful, and determination, I always would not deflect her, but each hammer setting is calm and secure! Grandpa put the hammer in the interpretation of the Buddha's life there is Grandpa's character. Because Grandpa is an artisans, so always see a lot of friends.
We live in the town for three days on a set, every set of Grandpa's friends would come to the spring fair at home! Everyone in the House for their very enthusiastic! Grandpa always want us to call. Grandpa now has nearly 20 years, and those old friends or old friends and descendants of family relations are very good! Is still maintained contact. So we more we hardly know aunt and uncle!

Poppy memories

Recent things at home, evoked memories of my late Grandpa 18! Grandpa's time to go I was less than 10 years old, memory around in Grandpa's knee is also a very happy childhood, and Grandpa always carrying a hand bent lumbar quiet walks we talked back in Grandpa's butt, skirt or pulling a Grandpa, Grandpa always ask questions to us sth
Total when parents on little garden in your yard more than 10 multiple strains of poppies, flowers every year when Grandpa will always see those flowers! Poppy is the most beautiful flower in my life seen, are usually white or pink with a red flower, white translucent clear, red rose leaves a warm, powders gorgeous is compelling, I do not know how to describe to showcase their beautiful! All in all the flowers looked so pure, pure enough lethal!
The flowers only open a few days, and petals of a piece of falling, that is when petals faded when they never feel pity, because its beauty has been deeply impressed in my mind, so there didn't feel out of the flower of woe die young, despite the gorgeous faded, but it also has more exciting, is rendered in front of a green seed packs. Father has never does not let we to touch that green package, this on childhood of we for really of is mystery, see with it day by day slowly of grew up, long to must large of when, eveni

Treasure time, cherish beautiful around me. You look back at a time, you might find around have been ignored too subtle; once you stop, may find hard to forget all your life's unforgettable. Time for perishable, life is short, seize every moment, with a pair of wise eyes to discover the life in the United States, to store album the beauty of their own, you will find, in the depth of memory, you have infinite treasures.
Cherish life, cherish warmth around me. Life of bits of noise, often lost in our usual shows, forget that initially moved, the flame had lit a warm out hearts. Please work hard to enjoy a word of exhortation of the parents, teachers teach, students with a greeting friends and relatives of a trust, there's there's the simple and honest love, is also the deepest sincere caring. Please listen, hard chewing, taste, you will find that every word is like a spring warm sun to melt your heart with snow and ice, acoustic sound feels the breeze-swept you heart of haze. Please cherish them, may they be eternal spring in your life.
Cherish, fist, close to beautiful, laughter appears in Ming dynasty. Don't wait to lose to lament missed and every second of my life is not wasted, this is our commitment to life. Flowers tour straight tour, MO flowers recalled first.

She and I are known at this time.

Day, I a people because find work of thing and in that home of company in, has that personnel manager a all day, but last also is no, Shang, five zhixia I on to a small noodle to has two a dish, a bottle wine alone drinking alone Le has up, until I returned to home of when, time probably is night at nine o'clock has, I also feel to body some fell of, is heavy, but, I also is is sober of found has I in this block city in of new home.

Maybe I was drinking a bit more, while preparing the door when I took out the keys, I was vaguely heard House TV loud voices, I started some of the tension of the entire brain also come tumbling up and followed the voice inside, I gently open the door.

When all appear in my eyes when my whole eye is straight up.

That is a beautiful of beauty, actually, called she beauty is also does not exaggerated, she is is is lazy of lying in living room of sofa Shang, she that Ana Obregon of movements distribution Shang that beautiful of face, also has she that beautiful of curve outlines out of that jiaoyang Lamping people kexin of us body, then plus she lying in sofa Shang that elegant of lying attitude, was is a relies mainly on de of Angel, a fairy descends to.

I'm sure, like that of beautiful, sexy, so let people be overwhelmed with sorrow or joy eclipses bones of great beauty, not a single man for her touching, not a single man is not her severe lumbago, even the evil city alive, also a compulsion on the temptation of a great beauty, will also have an impulse of desire.

What's more, such a pretty extreme beauty, lying in front of me.
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Don't say me, is that any one man, desire to have such a beautiful, it's own after returning home, to have one like that of a super sexy and beautiful girl waiting for myself, all hope has returned home to someone for their own laundry after cooking, can have a good woman-friendly.

Said is, on even I such of a in University during was others mocked for does not food human pyrotechnics of people, also on of produced has a inexplicable of original of impulse of desire, sometimes I on in wanted to, if is not because I too love Yu yan, if I is not is love she, may she early is I of people has, but I no as do, I think as do on she too does not fair, sometimes yan also inexplicable of asked I, is I of that aspects has what problem, may I just do not want to let she so fast on to has I, I do not want to so fast she on became has I of people, I always seriously of on she said, I is love you, so in we also no married Qian, I does not to you, until we married Hou, you let I to you how many times I are willing to, but now no, always in this when, Yan always languishing of see with I, always tour to I a sweet of Kiss, because I think this is real of happiness, this is real of love, but times always volatile, in I also is not before to she once of when, she is ruthless of left has I.

Because I know that girl is more important than the what chastity, such as yan is a traditional and conservative than my girl.

I rely on in front of her for a long time for a long time, maybe the TV too loud a bit, she just don't notice that I said in the door, so, until the charm of her beautiful curve glance out in my eyes when she is not a response.

Perhaps today I drank a little wine in my mind, is not to wake's sake, I may be way she was charming and soft fragrance of a lithe body attracted, I stood, have great attachment for ... and unable to part from ... hold her entire person in my eyes some pins and needles.

May I suddenly between I think since has some of nasty and despicable, do not said is on eyes of this door of beauty prey, is had Yan gentle considerate of lying in I of arms in is insinuation of issued signal, to I to has she of when, I are no to, is not I do not want to, but I is love she, I fear hurt has she, also is not I do not want to responsible, but I on she commitment had, does not to married that day I never on she has any is of evil impulse, so, Yan always will is happiness of see with I said, days, you really of is I of days , Have you by my side, I'm really happy.

Unfortunately I am not a Wolf, I am a person, a person with Passion.

I could not have a voluntary door to strangers have such evil impulse, although she is very beautiful, very tempted me.

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Renting has become after I came to this strange city first thing and most important task.

In order to find a suitable House to rent, I have related to an intermediary contacted many times, and the intermediary body for me eager to find several foreign rental house, but in the end not because of the high rent is because I am not satisfied with any one's intention and agreement is reached.

And had has days Hou, I in anxious of waiting for in the finally and received has this intermediary institutions to I to see House of message, although I playing salt of in face this is no longer hold what hope has, but also is couldn't help to see has House, House is large, also is clean, also Chaoyang, however, only of is is rent too high has, may this housing intermediary institutions of boss this when see has I of mind, so, at that time on to I out has a note road: "If you if really of think rent too high words, May we introduce you to another person, you can share. ”

For-in rent this should obliquely refer to of thing, I yiqian also listening to said, however, I think and a strange of people common of live in with a eaves Xia, I also is some of heart surface does not comfortable, so, for he of these recommendations I also is some hesitated indefinite, saw that boss and blinked has Xia eye road: "I said young people, you now since found a good some of House and wanted to rent price cheap a points of, such of good where will has Ah, say now two a people in together-in rent of thing more of is. "Listen to the housing section of Centre's bosses have said, on second thought, since a person is living, two people lived, on the money, own one back to the bar.
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House is found good has, next of most important of work task that is found work has, actually, I know, in this everywhere full with fierce of competition of social in for since has found copies workers really of is is does not easy of, however, fortunately, how said since has is also a Shang had University, read had years book of people, how with also not will to Shi living Street, so, on this I also is heart full has confidence, but after days of tired and Criss-and everywhere hitting the zhihou, I only found really of is too does not easy has, Those units not be ashamed of themselves did not experience was that my education was too low, not politely declined is home waiting for news.

Life, it sometimes let you think slim, sometimes let you and is pain, sometimes is also will to you brings happy, actually, as the one poet said of as, life is a Web, and love on like may wish in was network in life in the of a special of things, in short, acid of sweet of bitter of pain of injury of laugh of sad of Hei of mourning of anger of are was firmly of network in has inside.

This does not, in order to survive, in order to escape the love, in order not to allow himself to continue to be net in the hell of love inside, I had to go back in this unfamiliar city began selecting, had to in order to give themselves that had emotion of Cangzhou wound back on a new home.

To be honest, if it weren't for the Hin, nor do I mean to leave the city I I, say I will not hide fled into such a helpless while strange is no longer in the strange city.

I and yan is in for more than a months Qian min of hand, we broke up of day, I remember of is of clearly, sky in the also floating with thin of rain, although is rain, may on I for is is one of downpour, day, I cry has, is also I first times in girls before off tears, and I think I of cries than outside of rain also to of large, I this thought I of this sad and on yan of nerd love can called back to Yan of heart, can get she of forgive and sympathy, even is on I of poor, but I is failed has, She strongly to my attitude is like that, could not give me any excuse opportunities can get her to forgive, her eyes are so cold, icy cold like ice sculpture.

Things finally as she wished, we just ended, it was so fast, and my whole world come tumbling down at that point down.

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Advocate linsai·Luohan Hollywood issue girls seem to have no experience in prison education, after release is not changed in the least "bad girl", and poured out their grievances to the judge not only complain of one ' s poverty, also carrying photographers shooting buddy taile·xieerzi "Vampire" photo play treason. May was a rebellious period time passed some te long, Lindsay decided to try some healthy living by the sea, she chose surf. It is reported that 25 years Lindsay in the coastal city of Malibu in Los Angeles was last seen wearing a shark Pack, climbing play in the surf board surfing. Although streams of living by the sea, Lindsay in the surf or found by paparazzi she insisted "heavy make-up" principles of art smoke on makeup, cleaning the thick Foundation, neither too deep nor too Lindsay looks for ma rine fender Rubber Fender Marine Fender Pneumatic Fender GM TECH 2 Mobile Repeater Cell phone amplifier Signal booster GPS Tracker GSM Repeater Thermal paper Ladies shoes Wholesale corsets Wholesale corsets Wholesale sexy lingerie GuaSha bring health and beauty Interactive Whiteboard surfing not so skilful, surf face monstrous, so startled.

Anne Hathaway time guest of the evening talk show Conan, then with the witty Compere Conan o ' Brien-chat WINS, while Huan, Anne more show for all of us know not talent, featuring a wonderful RAP rap show, out their grievances, complain about paparazzi were everywhere in the filmmaking process.

O ' Brien chat to, heard Anne in feel pressure or on some thing annoyed of Shi will with wrote song of way relief solutions pressure, the female actor said: "Yes, recently I will wrote has a first on dog Tsai team of RAP, because in I took film Shi, they of appears but somewhat let people headache", Anne more boasted this first song go of is rap small King Lil'Wayne of style. Anne sturdy of male voice then turned into a dog, singing (almost) to (some):

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 5 22, "Nikkan Sports' coverage of the electronic version of Arashi members Ninomiya Sasaki Greece with model and actress has been dating for about six months of secret messages. It is understood that they are nationals last spring to record the variety show "secret lan" the relationship has become more mature off together, beginning last winter formal exchanges.

For this scandal, the second house belongs to Johnny replied: "Listen, he said they are friends," Sasaki firm. Topcoat, said, "(Ninomiya) is just one of her circle of friends." Sasaki and Ninomiya contacts say from the start in the circle last fall spread, until the "Journal of Sports" was the message exposure, which makes the city is well known. Some of the media that this is Johnny and a joint press speculation of a "scandal of the latitude and longitude and then Ninomiya, Nagasawa Masami's love exactly the same, it is difficult to convince people." But the 23 version of the "Journal of Sports" the author said, "As nationals IDOL, and top models, taking into account both the influence of the sex scandal, brokers certainly do not recognize the romance front, but both firms did not respond to the rhetoric of denial clear that 'they are not in the dating', saying the true degree of interaction can be seen (to further improve). "

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Gong Yoo at the time of the shooting, for the preparation of mango juice and yogurt ice cream and other products used in film, constantly trying to taste, enjoyed fresh and delicious. To the advertising shoot for the start of the endorsement, Gong Yoo will be warm and comfortable with their own sweet image to represent the brand's image.

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[Introduction]
I was a child like text, but not really for you who wrote the text. Very young, I used to think seriously for you to write some words, but often Gv, but I do not know where to put pen to paper.

[You came to my world, but my world without you]
{Note} 1993 ~ 1998
Young age, I stupid, language retardation, aged only learn to speak, you're not by my side, then just beginning to learn that I learned to call "Mom" and "brother."
I do not know you, everything about you, are from only three years older than my brother learned the mouth.
Then my brother pointed to the living room wall of photographs that looked handsome man dressed in a suit said to me: "This is our father."
Brother said: "You will not walk, my father always hold you."
Brother said: "At that time my father always courtyards of the stone benches on the funny you laugh."
Brother said: "Dad can hurt can hurt you."
I often looked at the wall goes a very fine photo framed in a daze, thinking about what my father.
Yes, that time, my father for me is a very vague concept. And on your memory, naturally blank.
Five years old, a weekend afternoon, I lay in the yard of the rocking chair, sleepy room, heard his brother say: "Mom, he derailed, why not divorce him?" Slowly opened his eyes and saw my mother smile a touch brother's head and said: "Daddy loves you. is not it?" Then he laid the first to homework.
I have secretly asked his brother: "Brother, what is derailed? What is a divorce?"
He Mouguang bleak, said: "Dad derailed, ah, he had another woman on the outside. Divorced, father and mother not together."
I do not understand anything then blurted out the words: "They are not has not been together?"
Brother froze for a moment, then laughed: "Yes ah! Their parents or to enrich the marriage, had no feelings, to where the derailment? Couple it is only nominal fills divorce comes with are no different."
I am bewildered.
Brother said: "You are still very small, do not understand."
I know that you had been there my world, but I remember the world without you in it.

Secular life

Always get up for breakfast, pack up. Montreal's toys, Coke bottles, snack bags ... ... imagine all their wanton mess, and I pick up with in the subsequent endless, and suddenly do not know where to burst out of anger, hysteria this son and daughter and her husband The shouted: I've had enough! Are the two children frolic stopped looking at me, hiding behind newspapers husband stuck his head out, looked at me all the inexplicable, and I took off back to the room quietly apron, put on jeans, T-shirt back pack escaped, it seems to stay will stifle general.
The package back good clothes ready. Dazed look on the street crowds, but do not know they have to go, we do not know who to turn to vent. Number of years has been so buried in his own world, no friends, not his own life. Do not want to return to her house, do not want to pass those feelings of poor families. Positive thinking to the vehicles between the bus, then as people got on. Find a place to sit down, shouting at the passengers around, carrying a bag stuffed with headphones children, with an innocent face, and more good age; well-dressed woman, a modification of the perfect face , comes out is a calm, there should be a cause but also to please their men around the eyes of women, the envy of a woman. Then came a concernedly a load of vegetables, woman, it is Zhang wrinkled face, swarthy face, giving her a very neat, because someone else is busy with a smile and Dan Zhao prevent passengers say I'm sorry, would copies of calm seems to have a laugh ... ...
Go Xishubooks saw Chunshang of "1Q84", consciously did not buy too expensive to buy a copy of his essay. Touches and the owner, a 60 to talk about aunt even Huan, said Eileen Chang, Wang, Han, Guo ... ... so I was stunned, and finally she said, so young you can properly read it. Seemingly helpless sentence Daorang I have a bit shame. Out of the halls, looking straight on the head from the rain still did not want to go home, had to choose one of visiting a clothing store, try on, then also buy a lot of useful to useless things. Hand and two bags, you blankly as silly walking aimlessly, like that go all the way, do not look back. Hair wet, wet clothes were not the slightest wish to go home and continue to move forward, tears and rain tempting to stay doped with, tired, and I also enjoy this masochistic pleasure It seems the only way to feel their own survival ... ...
Until no longer walk, really tired, both physically and mentally exhausted, walked into a lingerie shop. And fairly familiar with the owner, a gentle middle-aged woman, she did not say I look to see what, handed me a cup of hot tea, drank, a good warm feeling. This is the phone rang, the owner smiled and said quick-connect it. I hear her tender voice: "Mom, where are you, remember to eat lunch!" In fact, I heard her husband taught her to say.
Middle-aged woman asked me to buy something, I took out a piece of quiet things, and she say who's. Suddenly found that all her husband's, children's, just not their own. Then she smiled and said: "Go home, family members waiting for you, one life really easy too finished, not used in the fight, in fact, the world is so alive."
Home, children seem to hear the footsteps until the door had cheered: "Mom is back!" Said her husband's face with a quick apology to eat it, still hot way to go. Only to find really hungry stomach. After dinner is at four o'clock, to find the clothes still look upstairs lying in the washing machine, can not help shaking his head. Perhaps this is the earthly life of it, happy innocent child, confident Mei Fu Ye Hao, helpless bookstore aunt, plain lingerie store owner Ye Hao, tough peasant woman worth mentioning, are serious efforts and comfortably live each day.